Dear Me,

     Dear Me,
           Why? Why are you so afraid? Why are you so afraid to let others love you? Why are you so afraid to let God love you? You run and hide behind close doors. You afraid that you're everything someone can never love. You see no value in yourself because you value others way more than yourself. Why do I do this to myself? Why can't I love others and love myself? I have no idea. Where to begin to fix this? I have no idea?

God please help me to see my value. To see my self worth. I've become a monster inside. Always making sure that other people are well and not my own self. Trying to be someone else for everyone else, but myself. Who is the real me? How do I get back to her? Please God I need you, bring me back to me.

Amen

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Crop top
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Black booties
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My Dream Life

My Dream Life

God Help Me Trust

     As humans we like to hide and have control of our situations. Little do we know that we have no control over life's happenings. In addition we don't trust others, so can we trust God? God is good and he rewards those whose trust completely in him. But do we all trust 110% in him? We are only human, and unless your best and only influence is Christ I don't know about you, but I have a problem trusting God with big problems in my life. The hardest things I have trusting him with is my future spouse and my future career?

     So I am in college studying Humanities! I enjoy it alot, but I don't think I want to do it for the rest of my life? You know I would like to travel, own a cafe/bakery, and run an interior decor business. But how does all that tie into Humanities. I am finding that your major is not necessarily what your going to do in life. Its okay not to have everything planned, God will guide me into where he wants me. In fact I am looking to teach ESL (English as a Second Language) overseas, hopefully I will get it!

     As far as the future spouse thing goes. Growing up I never had a boyfriend. I was always the girl who stayed in the friendzone. If some guy had a crush on me I never believed it! I know that God can do the impossible, and of all the people on this Earth I am pretty sure that my future spouse is out there. I just don't know who, where, or when I will meet him.

     There are so many questions I have for God? What type of job will he have? Where will we live? Will we be able to travel? How many kids will we have? What does he look like? I guess I just have to trust that God will reveal this young man to me with time. If your struggling with this or something else I want you to know that I am praying for you. Thanks for your time, and remember that God loves you more than you could fathom!

PROVERBS 3:5 Trust in the LORD with ALL your heart and lean NOT on your own understanding.
     
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Hello guys & gals! So with the recent hurricane on the east coast I haven't been able to really do anything! I have also been buys with school, but enough about my problems! I recently started eating healthier, and I wanted to share with you some amazing breakfast ideas! Check out this young ladies Youtube Channel & Blog! I have been watching her for years now and thought I would share her with you!



Enjoy!

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Denim jeans
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Black pumps
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Monki sports bag
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Sole Society wool hat
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Eyeliner
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What I want for my Life!

I want my life to be something beautiful
something no one has ever seen
I want my life to mean something more than everything about me
My life I want it to touch generations
Change lives, even change nations
My life I want to inspire, share my desires, and set people on fire for Christ

I don't have any idea on how this is suppose to happen
or where to even begin
All I know is that I want my life to be used by God
To change lives and touch generations
To leave the world a better place than it was when I entered
A life set apart for the creator and his beautiful art

Ephesians 2:10
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them

Coming Soon...

Hello everyone! How have you all been doing? I am so excited to share with you a few new things that are going to be coming to my blog! So yeah I have always had a passion for baking, fashion, interior decor,  stationary, and photography! As far as each one goes I am still in the process of trying to decide what post to come out with 1st, but I am pretty sure it will be a fashion based post!

I have a really huge heart for young girls - young women and how they see themselves. Unlike the culture today, God doesn't want us flaunting our lady parts. Which I have always agreed with, except back when I was little, I loved midriff tops, but yeah! So I am going to be posting outfits on here that are not only modest but under $50 to create. (As you can tell I am a bargin shopper). Lol! So yeah look forward to more coming as well as a better design to the blog etc... Thanks for everyone who has been reading. See ya later!

Life's Jouney

   Life, when you hear that word what comes to mind? Maybe its the day you were born to the day that you die, it could bring up the justice systems punishment of a life sentence, or it could remind you of a new born baby! For many people it can mean many different things. 

     Ralph Waldo Emerson, one of the greatest writers of all time made this statement, "life is a journey, not a destination." I had never heard this statement up until about a year ago. I am writing on this because it is so true and opened my mind up to what the real definition of life is. Everyday morning that you open your eyes you get the chance to live another day of life! Not all days are good and not all days are bad, but it is life. Life is a journey in that just like a journey you don't know where every twist and turn is going to take you. You might have a plan (map) for where you want to go in life and what you want to do in life, but there is no exact point where that determines where I want to be. When we are little kids we are pretty good at living life. Having hopes and dreams but somehow as we develop into pre teens and as life gets a little harder and we start to try to make some sense of the world we forget to live life!

     What were your dreams and hopes when you were a little kids? I know when I was little I wanted to be so many things. At first a vet (animal doctor), then a fashion designer, and now I am at college studying Humanities and Sociology! One day I hope to move to England or Australia, but I struggle with trying to figure out if that is what God wants for me. Maybe he wants to use my life for something bigger than me. Like helping rebuild communities in Nevada or working with human trafficking victims in Los Angeles. I have no idea. And it is not up to use to figure it out. We just have to trust God enough to get us to these points in life. But I do  know that God gives us life so that whatever we want to do that we use our minds, bodies, and souls to be able to show him off to others. 

1 Corinthians 6:19 Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you? You are not your own.

    

Identity in Christ

Hello everyone! This past week has been very eye opening for me. As you all who live in the states know that there has been a slew of cops murdering African American men. Just this week there was 2 murders in American. In addition at a protest in Dallas Texas 5 innocent policemen were shot by a sniper! I think that this is probably the darkest time that I have ever experienced living here. 9/11 was horrible, but it seems like that incident bought people of all races & religions together. I can remember everyone being so patriotic and loving on everyone else!

These shooting have been going on for a while, but I guess with the use of technology people are finally realizing that they are really real! Black, Whites, Hispanics, etc...are all uniting as one to fight the cops who are killing these men. But then they go and kill innocent policemen! I have no problem with the police, they have to defend themselves. I get it! But you don't have to shoot every single African American man that you pull over! For all of you who don't know anything about America, we are a mixed race nation. There are people from all over the world here! That's' great! I love having friends from different races, ethnicity, and religions. You get to taste a lot of good food! But with that comes an unrest when it comes to social relationships with one another. We have had slavery of African Americans here up until 1863, then in the 1960s & 70s we had a Civil Right Movement for both Hispanics and African Americans. We have definitely grown since then, but there are still a lot of race issues here!

Anyways that being said I will be taking a break from writing this blog! I am trying to find my identity in Christ! I think this blog, social media, school, and a lot of other things are keeping me from finding who I am in Christ! By the way, if your a Christian and you don't know who you are in Christ start reading the Bible and discovering it for yourself. It's one of those things they don't tell you once you become a Christian Well at least no one told me until a few months ago. Its greatly needed if you want to grow as a Christian!

At the time I titles by blog I kept hearing Loved by Him. I think God was telling me that I was loved by Him and not necessarily wanted this as a blog. So yeah! Wishing you all the best! God Bless You! Please be praying for America! It is greatly appreciated! Love you all & stay safe :)